Lately I have been going through changes, I suppose. It feels like I’m in the middle of what is going on instead of being on the outside looking in. My past relationship has scared me, no doubt it. But like all great stories, there involves some type of sad part. Regardless, I am here now. I’m adapting to the social media dating/flirting/ beginning relationships scene and it has taken some time to adjust. Admitting the fact, I had trouble accepting this reality. In fact, I deleted most of my social media to be disconnected from the world. I wanted to find me before I found her, you or them. I can say I feel like I have found me again. I guess you look hard enough, needles do appear in the tallest and thickest haystacks.
Without delving too much into my feelings, I want to say this feels like what I imagine an aau meeting would be like; confessions, overcoming adversity yada yada yada.
For me, I had many demons to battle. For you, you may not see the same things I see. I believe in good and bad. I believe in wrong and right. Nothing in between. I believe that what is meant to be, will be.